i feel like such an insomniac.

why is my bestfriend being such a bitch? she's saying i chose a guy over her. i want her to know i'd actually never do that, no matter who the guy is. but this is just getting a little ridiculous. anytime i mention him, she goes all quiet and into a little bubble. i just wish she would get over this, because it's only hurting us both.

i can still remember, the day you up and left.

if i can't see boyslikegirls in concert, i might actually have to consider dying.

set my concsious on fire, that's what your good for

lately , i don't even know anymore . grade ten sched. sucks , i'm not with ANY of my friends for ANYTHING . i'm not scared for the year , it's the fact that i'm in two classes i didn't ask for , both of which i know i'll fail , which won't be my fault because i didn't choose them in the first place .

on a happier note, i finally got my ipod synced to laptop, which actually has the music i want on it . no more jonas brothers and hannah montana !
i just looked down, and realized there was a spot of blood on my shorts. now i'm left wondering where it came from , and why i never noticed it before .