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so here i am again. im sick of shit. im sick of so many things in my life right now; no school, no money, no sleep, no food. i just wish everything was back to the way it used to be, when i had regular things to worry about, like homework, and boys. now all i worry/think about is if im going to be able to sleep at night, whether im going to have a panic attack or not, stupid things like that i dont think someone my age should have to worry about all the time.

im considering my moms option of checking me into some sort of institute.

i want to fix my life.